no one reads this. besides, it's been forever and i haven't said anything. the computer was returned a few (possibly many) weeks ago, i just didnt feel the need to write. to sum up the missing weeks. i bought the john cusack movie "high fidelity" and have been watching it like mad; i went out a whim and bought the radio head cd "ok computer" and it's lovely [im listening to it right now]. i don't normally like 'popular' music but this is the best melancholy winter music. im just sad im 4 years late discovering how damn good it is; i discovered the tv beauty that is "chico and the man". it makes me happy to be hispanic. loooking goood; im reading "On the Road" by Kerouac and The Journals of Allen (sp?) Ginsberg both of which are very good; i made a new friend. he is from Russia and he is a sarcastic wry wit master and he's crazy smart too. i probably like him as 'more than a friend' but im not entirely too sure; i got an 84 on a really hard math exam and am far too proud of my self.

I made a new template/design for a diary/web page so if i continue with a diary it will look like that and will probably be at ohhello or angelfire because i feel the need for new begginnings. I have become very paper oriented, i prefer the written journal over the computer as of now. needless to say i will return to this format, and maybe even this diary, but only at a point when i have enough to say and don't feel pushed.

So this is sort of a goodbye. hopefully {and probably} only temporary. until then.

-yours-

victoria